God’s Grace – Page 4

Lord I Need You

Today in church our amazing worship team lead us in “Lord I Need You” by Matt Maher. As I stood singing I realized that every word in this song is exactly how I feel ~ I was overcome with emotion. The transition from Africa, to Anna and Abigail’s Heaven Day, to a spontaneous promised tripContinue reading “Lord I Need You”

Embrace

I woke this morning with thoughts on this day last year. I was sitting in the hospital listening to a machine that was keeping Abigail breathing, missing both of my girls terribly and fully aware of the reality that both of them were in Heaven. That day I had a choice. I could run and hide from thisContinue reading “Embrace”

Anna and Abigail’s Heaven Day

I was laying in bed and I heard her, like I did most mornings, put her feet on the ground and run down the steps. I knew exactly where she was headed and I remember, as I did every morning, feeling grateful that she still loved to cuddle. We fit perfectly together. We didn’t cuddleContinue reading “Anna and Abigail’s Heaven Day”

He Shall Sustain Thee

It was a month or so after the girls went to Heaven and I needed to go for a walk, alone. We were trying to make some sort of sense of our lives and I was having a really hard time understanding. I was frustrated, angry, sad and missing my children. That is when IContinue reading “He Shall Sustain Thee”

Broken

I pulled into Joann’s for my weekly pickup of Love Rock supplies a few weeks ago and realized as I started to search that I didn’t have any Love Rocks on me. I must admit…I felt a little panic. I then noticed a small broken rock on the floor of my car. It had been thereContinue reading “Broken”

Rest

I am listening. Taking some time with family this weekend starting today. His promise holds me. Time for rest. Happiness Journal will be posted on Monday, I’m sure this time with our oldest two, Linus and Tom will bring happiness to my hurting heart.