Our Love-Drenched-Life

Fall 2010 ~ Our First Together

I really have no words to share other than I miss my girls. I’ve said a lot over the past 2 years about my grief, our journey through this life and about my faith ~ at the end of each and every day I just really miss my girls. I really miss them!!! We all hadContinue reading “Fall 2010 ~ Our First Together”

Can’t Handle It Alone

I woke up this morning and turned on the news…the first thing I heard from the newscasters was that today is the first day of Fall. I yelled to Tom and told him, his response was, “that sucks.” “I know.” ~ I see them at the playground, Anna running around the play structure with herContinue reading “Can’t Handle It Alone”

Trust

We decided about a week before the appointment we were going to find out. With Fall approaching we were both needing to know some more details so we can connect with our little one. I found out with Anna and I felt that on that day we began our mother/daughter relationship. I wanted the same withContinue reading “Trust”

Back Together

I would be downstairs and I could hear the music start from up in Anna’s room loud and clear. A few minutes later the music was drowned out by her singing at the top of her lungs. “We are never, ever, ever, getting back together We (WHEE!) are never, ever, ever, getting back together YouContinue reading “Back Together”

Flutter

I remember the first time I realized the flutter in my belly was actually Anna moving around. It was the first time I felt a life growing inside of me. I smile at the memory of lying in my bed, hands on my belly, realizing that I was going to be a mom ~ Anna’s mom. YearsContinue reading “Flutter”

Small As a Ball

I looked everywhere for this photo yesterday. I knew I had it somewhere ~ old computer, new computer, phone…I didn’t find it until last night when I opened the last file on my old computer and there it was. Small as a ball! Anna would be done with her bath and would yell at theContinue reading “Small As a Ball”