Abigail – Page 2

Crossroads

Two weeks ago I sat here staring at a blank post, wanting desperately for the time I needed to write. I didn’t want to think about how long my little one would be napping or whether I should be checking things off my to-do list. What I wanted more than anything was to connect with my grief and longing inContinue reading “Crossroads”

Home on Heaven Day

Three years ago today my girls went home. I’m sure for them there was some shock and disbelief, going to Heaven wasn’t part of our family plan ~ not yet anyways. When I close my eyes and think about where my girls are now I can’t help but feel an overwhelming sense of peace through my deepContinue reading “Home on Heaven Day”

Abby Style

I remember worrying about them on the night my daughters went to Heaven. I remember asking God to hold them and comfort them. I remember my heart aching for their loss ~ my loss. I remember wondering if these children would ever be the same after something so tragic invaded their lives. I cried for themContinue reading “Abby Style”

Heaven Day

Last night I slept the entire night (which is not normal for me these days) and woke up feeling totally covered in prayer. Thank you ❤ The anticipation of a day is sometimes the hardest when dates on the calendar have meaning ~ holidays, changing of a season, birthdays and Heaven Day. Heaven Day ~ a date on theContinue reading “Heaven Day”

Four More Sleeps

The count down would have started about a week ago. Anna would start asking how many sleeps till I start work and she gets to go to Tami’s ~ her favorite place in all the land <3. Today I would say four more sleeps; and I would take a deep breath and realize our summer funContinue reading “Four More Sleeps”

Her Wisdom

This week I had lots of dreams about my girls, I think they know when I need to see them, interact with them and most of all need a hug. I cherish my night time visits. One of the dreams I had about Abigail was that she was a teenager but in her 8 yr old body. It wasContinue reading “Her Wisdom”